"Are you missing him?"
The question I hate the most right in this second. What does that mean? Are you missing him? I just let him go, my pain is raw, my wound has not healed. I can still see the blood flowing, and I know I am never going to heal from this. Never, they all told me you will learn to move on and you will move forward. No, I don't want to move on or move forward because it doesn't not seen right. He was my person, my home, my happy place. I had never spoken the truth how it felt losing him because there are no words, there isn't even single word in the English language to describe the feeling of crying out of nowhere during the most busiest of days. No one can understand this pain.
No one knows how many times I have had an outburst of tears because my soul scream for him, no words no one, nothing. Nothing at all can describe hoe alone I feel in the world full of people. I have realised now, he was my hand to hold everyday, my guide to my everyday and now?
Now I can barely find my feet in the tears I have drowned myself in. It hurts that you are still the only thing my heart ever talks about when your has already forgotten about me long time ago. It tears me apart inside to even see photographs of you, because I looked at you and I think , 'wow, that used to be mine, that person was a person I thought the world of, a person I would have done absolutely anything for that's the face of a person I loved with my entire being, and that's the face of a person who wrecked me,
Its really sad how one minute you can have everything you have ever wanted and the next minute you could be collapsed on floor thinking of that, now everything is over.
Now I can barely find my feet in the tears I have drowned myself in. It hurts that you are still the only thing my heart ever talks about when your has already forgotten about me long time ago. It tears me apart inside to even see photographs of you, because I looked at you and I think , 'wow, that used to be mine, that person was a person I thought the world of, a person I would have done absolutely anything for that's the face of a person I loved with my entire being, and that's the face of a person who wrecked me,
Its really sad how one minute you can have everything you have ever wanted and the next minute you could be collapsed on floor thinking of that, now everything is over.
Sad Missing Him Quotes
- Missing you comes in waves, Tonight I am drowning.
- I think I'll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the morning skies.
- When I close my eyes , I see you. When I open my eyes, I miss you.
- Before I met y
- Before I met you, I never knew that it was possible to miss someone this badly.
- The scariest thing about distance is you don't know whether they will miss you or forget about you.
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